{"product_id":"im-sorry-paperback-1","title":"I'm Sorry - Paperback","description":"\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThe panic would set in and my mind raced.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eMy heart feeling like it was going to beat out of my chest, the cold sweats and the uncontrollable shaking.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI remember thinking, \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eWhy? Why, me?\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI never thought this could happen in real life.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThis is like something out of a movie.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eHow could both parents abandon me?\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eHow could my adult relationships follow the same abusive patterns?\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eWhy am I alone?\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eWhy was I never enough?\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eHow did I let my life get to this point?\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eAbuse, homelessness, more abuse, bulimia, cheating, promiscuity, being a single mom with no money, more abuse and the list goes on.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eOne bad situation after another and nobody to turn to.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eHow in the world am I going to survive this?\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI can't do this anymore as I shoved the handful of pills into my mouth and chugged almost a whole bottle of vodka before I drifted into numbness.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThis is my story of physical and emotional abuse, my desperate attempts to be loved and the chain of events that made me who I am today.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI made it. \u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"BooksCloud","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":67975539720415,"sku":"9798348567446","price":21.6,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0813\/8958\/4607\/files\/rIGaGKc4X9798348567446.webp?v=1791856329","url":"https:\/\/blackandbarhe.com\/products\/im-sorry-paperback-1","provider":"Black \u0026 Barhe Bookstore","version":"1.0","type":"link"}