This Time for Real - Paperback

Sometimes the hardest thing to give is your heart.

Malik Williams has built his life around service, not love. Ruggedly handsome and fiercely dedicated, the director of multiple Manhattan community centers believes his purpose is helping others-not risking his heart. Growing up without a family taught Malik to rely on himself, and he's determined never to need anyone.

Dr. Peyton Sawyer knows love's power-and its cost. A widowed professor starting over with an assistant professorship at NYU, Peyton is committed to making a difference in her students' lives while keeping her guarded heart firmly protected. When her work brings her into Malik's orbit, neither expects the instant spark that flares between them.

Drawn together by shared values and undeniable chemistry, Malik wants to move fast. Peyton, burdened by grief and guilt, pulls back. As their connection deepens through late conversations, shared purpose, and stolen moments, Malik begins to open up-only for the past to come crashing back.

A chance encounter with the abusive stepfather who once terrorized Malik threatens everything he's worked for. When the man offers funding for Malik's beloved Harlem community center in exchange for control, Malik must confront the trauma he's buried for years. At the same time, Peyton faces danger of her own when her efforts to help a vulnerable student place her in harm's way.

As fear, love, and unfinished wounds collide, Malik must decide whether he's willing to face his past to claim a future. And Peyton must choose whether love is worth the risk-this time, for real.

This Time for Real delivers an emotionally layered romance centered on healing, resilience, and the courage it takes to love again. With compassion, authenticity, and deep emotional insight, Yahrah St. John tells a powerful story of love after loss-where confronting the past becomes the first step toward a lasting future.